Watch Online

before i state the links for all the online watch, i need to clarify abt shinobi trailer:
i interpret wrongly... it is not joe that wanna give up, is the other party.

watch this trailer instead, with subtitle.

hyde, nakashima mika @ music station

ito yuna @ music station

Domotou Brother - NEWS (got yamapi)

and many many more: i even found out that odagiri has alot of CM for sony.
let me be a sucker for sony ba...

Chicken SONG

very funny: song by chicken

quiz: what kind of person am i?

You scored as Fun.

Outgoing		75%
Fun		75%
Nice		56%
Dramatic		31%
Immature		25%
mean		25%
Shy		0%

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quiz all night~

You scored as Slut.

Slut		75%
Nerdy Girl		56%
Popular Bitch		56%
Athletic Tomboy		44%
Hippy		44%
Preppy Girl		31%
Loser		31%
Goth		19%

What type of girl are you?!!
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gullible?

You scored as Not gullible.

Not gullible		60%
Moderately gullible		10%
You're totally gullible!!		0%

How gullible are you?
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Am i gay? LOL

You scored as Strait. OK good Strait 90% strait shot 75% Gay 15% SUPER DUPPER GAY 0% XXX r u gaYxxx ? created with QuizFarm.com

major? no computing?

You scored as Engineering.
You should be an Engineering major!

Psychology		92%
Engineering		92%
Mathematics		83%
Philosophy		83%
Biology		75%
Chemistry		67%
Theater		67%
Linguistics		67%
Sociology		67%
English		58%
Journalism		58%
Art		58%
Anthropology		42%
Dance		33%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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mayu ask me try this

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Low
Dependent Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

and my results seems to be exactly the same as hers... LOL

and i realise that i took this before last year april

my "disorder" seems to improve.. does this means that i'm getting happier and happier?

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High

C ?

so long never touch C liao... 3 or 4 years?
nowadays, really got ppl still use C?
it is the DOT NET WORLD now!!
even java i find it useless, nevertheless C... C++ can?
where got ppl use printf, scanf? i think only engineers ba...

sian... that day Mr Leong Sai Cheong told me about K Maps.
he learn it during his young time and till today, he never use it even once.
hmm..

so why do aaron still wanna teach K Maps?
shufen say it is "may be" useful for engineers.
i'm not going to be one. C and K Maps all sound so sucky to me..
give me back my DOT NET WORLD.
simple and easy and can do alot of things...
even Alexandra Hospital is using that for the HealthCare.NET project...

hmm...

oh ya, today i just decided that that i will skip a particular lecture till the lecturer is changed.. i can no longer stand him... IRRITATING AND DO NOT ADMIT HIS MISTAKE. HOW DARE HE SAY THAT THE NAME FOR METHOD DOES NOT MATTER?!?! ASK HIM GO BACK AND READ HIS TEXTBOOK PAGE 102 LINE 7!!!

for the rest of you(esp those who don't have the TB), the textbook says:

Method names are verbs, with the first letter lowercase and subsequent internal words capitalized.......

AND HOW DARE HE START WITH A CAPITAL LETTER?

they are here!!!

my dramas are here!!! from taiwan!!!
did they take plane? i guess so... wow..

haha... i can go ga-ga over joe during CNY and immediately place an order for shinobi right after CNY. mayu, help me order~~

yeah~~ i so happy when mayu msg me... i think i almost fly...
these few days have been really irritated by many things.
human, mp3 player, notebook, aircon, cs1102 Lab1...

this really make me very happy..
many of my problem got solved at the same time when mayu's sms came
i manage to debug my mp3's fault.
my aircon is finally repaired! (realise that it is a small prob only)
cs1102 Lab1 solved(actually have already solved it yesterday)

good luck is coming.. same for new year..

CNY...

the idea of CNY make me happy and sad...

list of reason for being happy:
1. more $$$
2. no lesson
3. more food
4. more entertainment

list of reason for being sad:
1. busy till tired
2. no time for work revision
3. need to entertain ppl
4. alot of (house)work to do

haiz....
can u still remember what you did last few new year?
i can. surprisingly...

last new year is the last new year as a poly student. i was having attachment during that time. i can still remember receiving ang bao from my supervisor. heehee

last last new year, i was busy with CCNA online quiz. the heartless teacher gave us work despite of the festival. i can still remember his name
LEONG KK...
dun ask me what does KK stands for.. haha..

last last last new year was my 1st year in poly. many of my poly friends came to play mahjong on ... erm.. either 2nd of 3rd day. i forgot.. heee

last last last last new year, i was in OI. i remember skipping sch with mayu during the 3rd day of CNY. i think we go orchard... can't remember. at that time, tp interchange was not ready yet. mayu, do you remember?

and this year, is my 1st year in uni. hmm... lots of work waiting for me... dun dare to have too much fun..

PS: the open house in NYP yesterday.. nothing much to mention. But got cutie.. LOL

life's "weirdest" fear

i had it now...
i guess the last time i had this fear was went i'm in poly.
at that time, i kinda scared XXXX when i told him life is meaningless.

at this moment, the same kind of fear came...
a fear of unknown... dun know scared of what.
the fear is ard at all times.
sleep, eat, bathe, study... everytime, everywhere.
except
when i watch vcd. i felt peace.
so weird...
but when i see yamapi, i feel so peaceful.
whereas odagiri make me excited.. =p

haiz...
then today, other that the weird fear, more fear came...
i belong to a unlucky kind of person.
all IT gadgets die awfully in my hands...
i dunno why. but it always happen.

talking abt the weird fear...
it come once every few years, or every other year.
when the fear came, i will think
"why am i here?"
"why am i doing this?"
"i'm so tired?"
"why life is so meaningless?"
etc etc etc

sian... i hate myself in this mode...
as if i'm hibernating..
cannot concentrate in lectures,
come back home dunno how to study..

and dun even know how to daydream..

my timetable

why i always so ke lian...
even shufen who got 6 modules have less hours than i do...
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to view my tt: copy and paste this in ur address bar

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tuesday ~ a day in my life

finally made it back home.

i spend extra half an hour than usual to get home. i'll explain later.

every tuesday, i will only have 1 lecture. if tutorial balloting allow.
one of the main reason for this is that tues 5pm is the submission of cs1102 lab assignment. as a result, it would be better if there aren't so many lesson.
my tuesday lesson is from 9am to 10am, meaning that i would be able to get home about 11am, thus, left with 6 hours before submission of assignment.
but of coz, with my character, i won't leave it till last min. Hopefully.

a free tuesday afternoon will also mean time for cs2106 revision.
since cs1102 and science of music revision is to be (plan) done when meeting with kkg for study.
what else? oh, cs1231, that revision would have to be done with shufen, but which day is a better day? thurs? fri?
actually i plan to do my ma1101R on thurs, but fri lesson end pretty late leh...
plan need to be revised.

oh ya, talking about today, after my lecture, i went to look for kkg to see their lesson. as expected, no computing lesson is interesting. programming might be better ba. haha.
then we went for lunch at the cheese prata house.
while on the way back, i realise i lost my cardigan, and we went back to SOC to look for it. phew~ found.
while kkg proceed to central library to meet their friend(or do revision), i was wondering whether to go home or go PS buy a bag for CNY.

"go home ba". i walk towards the 197 bus-stop. then i saw 95 approaching...
"maybe should go PS, lazy to walk so far to the bus-stop"
i took 95. before reaching mrt station, i start to feel tired
"sian... feel like going home..."
alight the bus and wonder... "mrt home? long journey..."
then i saw bus 198. so i took it to go and change bus 93 to go home.
turn ONE BIG ROUND... sian~

at this moment, before i wanted to click submit, i realise that i make a very wise choice in coming home. HEAVY RAIN NOW.

松田翔太

is actually 松田龍平's brother!!!

in case you don't know who is matsuda ryuhei, he is acting as REN in NANA.
(anyway i also not interested in him)

shota is much much much better than him!!!
in case you don't know who is matsuda shota, he is acting as nishikado soujirou in hana yori dango.

further information is that his whole family are actor/actress. his dad, his mum, his brother, his aunt, interesting family with only 1 that can see de... (i dun mean they are blind, ok?)

his agency is KEN-ON, which is also the agency for famous ppl like
female: esumi makiko, ito masaki, yamaguchi tomoko(karasawa toshiaki's wife), ryo, katase nana, hara sachie, amami yuki
male: karasawa toshiaki(zaizen!!), sorimachi takashi, takenouchi yutaka, sawamura ikki, kaito ken, hayami mocomichi(!!!!!)

*my favourite japanese actor and actress!!!
(excpt kaito ken, dunno why just dun like ba. regardless in kao, or umizaru, i also dun like him. but i prefer to see him in kao than umizaru.)

btw, in case you are interested to know, KEN-ON also have musician like hirai ken, tommy february6, etc, but only this 2 i know..

for those who are interested: click KEN-ON
*i got a feeling that KEN-ON take all the cute/handsome/pretty guys who johnny kitagawa "discard" or dun wan. oops!

PS: though it is not related, i just wanna say the joe is from dongyu agency(weird name) where (almost) all their actors are ojisan. got another 4 who are kids(older than me, but look more childish than ya-ya-ya). @$#%@^#%@#*^$%

the truth about joe's name..

in reply to question in about his katakana name, as well as the "jo" part. this is the reply that i found from online, edited by hime.

Joe originally debuting with his birth name, “小田切譲” , he changed his name from the Kanji form to the Katakana form, オダギリジョー, since his first name is often misread as “Yuzuru”, instead of “Jo”. (as “Jo” is not the most common way to read his first name)

Some extra information about him:

Odagiri Joe was born in Tsuyama, Okayama prefecture, a small town in central Japan renown for its beautiful cherry blossoms in the spring. Though he was accepted by Kochi University, he turned it down for an opportunity to study in the United States. He had originally intended to study movie directing at California State University in Fresno, but mistakes in the application process landed him in acting classes. It may have been a blessing in disguise, for two years studying in Fresno and later starring in a few stage performances in Japan, Odagiri would find himself catapulted to fame in his role in the Kamen-Rider series, playing the central character, Godai Yuusuke. He became the predecessor of the “Ikemen Hero” craze (literally, “good-looking actors playing hero roles in popular TV series”).

Since then, Odagiri has appeared in many movies and dramas. He won the Best New Actor Award at the 2003 Japan Academy Awards for his role as the uniquely bisexual (?) enemy in the film, “あずみ(Azumi)”, and in the following year, was awarded the Best Supporting Actor Award for his electrifying performance in the internationally acclaimed director, Kitano Takeshi’s 2004 film, “血と骨(Blood and Bones)”. Odagiri’s creative acting skills and strong presence in films have secured him a place in stardom. He is slated to appear in numerous more films in 2005, including “メゾン・ド・ヒミコ(Maison de Himiko)”, where he portrays a homosexual man in a relationship with the protagonist (played by Shiabasaki Kou)’s father.

* Has become famous for his unique fashion taste and hairstyle.
* Has claimed he is shy and does not like to hang out with crowds; instead prefers to stay in his home.
* Despite playing several roles where the character's sexuality has been questionable, Odagiri assures his female fans that he is straight.
* Has said he likes a woman who is possibly a little older than him and is the protective, motherly type who would tolerate his selfishness and comfort his lonesome, "puppy love" personality. (T_T)
* 2004 Income: 100,350,000 Yen (approx SGD$1505250, ~ SGD$125448/month)
* 2003 Income: 35,430,000 Yen (approx SGD$531450, ~ SGD$44288/month)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(hime's expression)

bad raining day

haiz~ still feel pretty upset...(T_T)
but i'm not going to write what happen here coz i had said it 4 times today to liyan, shufen, mayu then miyabi.
PLease.. don't ask me what happen liao.. just let me forget about it...

thanks liyan, shufen and kkg for cheering me up,
and mayu for treating me to sushi to make me feel better =)

anyway, i think another couple of days to forget.. haiz
while on the way home after leaving kkg, i start to feel that how i wish
shinsengumi will come and save me this morning with their samurai swords, and hajime will wave his sword and ask me "daijoubu?" haiz.. dream..

(T_T)
let me cry for another while ba~

Best (Japanese) Love Song 2005

voted by Oricon Style's Reader

ENDLESS STORY by REIRA starring YUNA ITO (from NANA movie)

woo~~~ i knew a song that can make me cry is not a simple song..

Here i provide you the Japanese lyrics and the English Translation.
No song for you. Go get ur own single. haha~ =p

ENDLESS STORY

作詞: Dawn Ann Thomas & ats 作曲: Dawn Ann Thomas

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight

強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Everytime I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It is hard to say I’m sorry

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

Memories of our time together
消さなで このまま don’t go away

あたたかく溶けだして 確かめるの
優しさのしずく この胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missing you
重ねた手 離さないで

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

______________________________________________________________
English Meaning

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
I feel so young, Everytime I think about you baby
If I could just tell you I miss you
It is hard to say I’m sorry

You see, not for anyone, but for you
I want to sing this song,
An ENDLESS STORY that goes on and on in this radiance
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of endless love
tell me why please tell me forever and ever

Hari Raya Haji

on the eve of hari raya haji,
is the day i leave all my dear jap drama at home, while
i went to school..
haiz...

2 lessons only
Linear Algebra and Science of Music
for both modules, i do not say i'm interested, or not interested
Linear Algebra is still ok.. coz maths mah
but Science of Music... haiz... i'm not very keen about it ba...
esp when i was praying hard that my lecturer can talk about rock band instead..
haiz...

spents lots of money on book *sob*
then after that, went to cash studio with kkg, which makes the day abit happier..
*thanks mayu for the yummy dinner*

after reach home, i threw myself into books(or notes). Prepare notes for wednesday lesson.. haiz
then it was like 1am when i was done, then i started watch vcd... korea vcd.. aren't you surprise? from my sis-in-law... Lover in paris... i know la... tv now showing... but i hate to follow media corp schedule as well as all the stupid commercials breaks
The show: i watch before previously, when i have cable vision. how to say leh... the show hor... hmm... i think it is quite nice, but "xiuhe" is very poor thing...
that's what i dun like about the show

haiz... how many times have i haiz today?

Note: "xiuhe" is a guy

yesterday and today

phew~
today really spend alot of $$.. as well as i did on monday
well.. definitely is on sth new year stuff, sch reopen stuff as well as my vcds..
haha

finally review finish shinsengumi for the last time(yesterday)
saito!!! toshizo!!! *sob*
going to return kkg liao... haiz

then, mum wanted to watch anego, so i accompany her..
thanks to anego(esp jin), i came back to reality...
if not i wonder if i will live in 1800 forever...
haha

finally complete bidding all the modules, but my timetable sux as bad..
haiz~ no more free day.. sian.. 2 maths base module...
i think i over-estimate myself liao..
hopefully this sem can clear as peacefully as last sem..

haiz.... last few days to sch re-open... must watch more vcd... and also rest well..
mapling is sth i haven been doing for so long.. haha

now listening to NANA soundtrack..
HYDE's songs is really fantastic!!
ENDLESS STORY make me cry over and over again..

sian..

新選組

(pronounced as shinsengumi)

details can be read from Life の element: 新選組

i have watch this show for approx 1 week. 49 episode + bonus.

very very very interesting, till i got so hooked, and after that
mad about odagiri joe (scroll up to see his pic)

after watching the show, i decide to give a ranking list of who i like best in the show.

in order from most to least

1. Saito Hajime
2. Hijikata Toshizo
3. Yamanami Keisuke
4. Inoue Genzaburou
5. Harada Sanosuke
6. Okita Souji
7. Kondou Isami

i mean in the show.. not the person acting..

if by the person acting

1. Saito Hajime
2. Hijikata Toshizo
3. Okita Souji
4. Kondou Isami

haha~

the whole show, my favourite female character is Isami no hahaue

that's all.. going to review it one last time before returning to kkg~

藤木直人さんが結婚

uso~~~

oh my god~~

this is the japanese report that i saw

俳優でミュージシャンの藤木直人さん（33）が結婚したことが28日、分かった。27日に婚姻届を提出した、と藤木さんがファンクラブ向けのホームページで公表した。相手は、長年交際を続けていた一般の女性という。　

my translation sux,
but i can understand that naohito got married on 28.. and it with someone from another world... not his world... 一般の女性...

haiz~

i start to wonder if joe is also married...

to kkg

help me get this:

離婚弁護士 Part 1.
極道鮮師
心靈感應
司法研習8人組(我們都是新鮮人)

anything call me ba~
thanks~

ps: all are drama, not movie =)