finally can take a short break

*study related*
not as if my next paper is very far away, i only have 2 days to study and only complete half of the module, but who cares...
haha
coz i already "gone-case" for my today 2 paper, so i really heck care.. worse come to worse just dun take honours lor.. heehee

*blog related*
anyway, i badly feel that i need a new layout for my blog, apart that personally i cannot read, my sister-in-law complain that it is anti-old-people coz the font size is pretty small..

*illness related*
then apart from the stress for exam, poor hime got sick from virus spreadin' in the clique.
anyway, i think it is spreading to kim yoong.. lol..
pat and i recovering.. and i think daphne is getting it too...
but it seems like no medicine works better than the end of ma1505 and cs2105 exam.. haha

*ma1505/zhenhao related*
stupid zhenhao say i nv study becoz keep looking at guys..SHIT!! you then keep looking at gers lor.. say me.. if i keep looking at gers, then i must be siao, but then the guy that i saw in the canteen just now is like.. oh-my-god.. i din those there is such beautiful guy in NUS.. kkg, you'll love him if you see him.. so johnny!! he got makoto's height, jun's body, kawamura ryuichi's hair(that sounds abit weird), and erm.. face of a johnny.. you can imagine how badly i try to concentrate on my revision with him sitting on my 9 o'clock angle.

*not-love-but-triangle*
"someone likes you but you dun like him"
"you like someone but he dunno (or he dun likes you)"
i thought such craps only appear in TV or soap opera...
real life~~ weirdii...

*bills related*
completely forgot to pay my bills till i kena suspended from starhub. call them liao and they decide to reconnect for me on the condition i pay tml.. thus i immediately call m1 to make sure that my hp dun have such problem..
din call singtel, but then already write the cheque for them and also the cheque for m1. ready to send out tml. starhub: only you insist i pay tml =( maybe i should downgrade from 6500 (but that sounds abit slow to me).

*japanese related*
there is a slight japanese fever in my clique.. my fault ma? 75% of us, excluding me are conversing in japanese(though broken and only short phrase and very funny), pat is the best, keep humming songs like "snow snow snow", "the-i-cannot-remember-the-title-but-is-kinki-kids' tsuyoshi-show-on-the-vet-university", "confession", "treasure", "a song is born". it is making me abit crazy.

*ghost related*
sux or good to have 2 friends who can see those dirty things?
sux: they really freak me out when they talk to each other abt what they heard or see but i din.
good: when i got scared by some sound thinking it is those things, they can assure me is not coz they din see anything.
i really pei fu them

*life-related*
very freaking broke now..

Everything is ok

today, i just send her off... for cremation.

skip a lesson to go, then rush back to school.. sometimes, things just go the wrong way. but death is suddenly a scary thing. No one remembers u forever, and life have to go on..

yan rebuke me, she say that it not forget, but just keep in the heart. i dunno..
behind every laughter today, there is a regret in my heart. should have went offshore with her and my mama last saturday. BIG BIG REGRET. but i cannot do anything liao.

During this period of time, i really wanna thanks liyan and *him*(cannot mention names, coz 'll or might get him in trouble). The two of you kept the secret for me and gave me courage during the period of time. i felt i wasn't alone. despite of the fact that you are busy, u still stood by me. Thanks to the both of you.

liyan, thanks for the hug, the messages, the calls and the concern. i really appreciate you coming over and see me regardless is before this sad news or after. inclusive of the day where u came over after i was so sad on previous day.

*him*, thanks for keeping this as a secret, helping me to "hide" loopholes and most of all, the extra work that you put in on behalf of me.

dun leave me

why someone so healthy on saturday can leave suddenly today without a sound...
why no one wanna tell me when they know the truth..
i dun wan things to be like that......

i have so much plan for the future.. when i work, i wanna bring her go everywhere... i wanna treat her better than anyone else do... she is the only grandparent*though foster) that love me on this world.. why does she has to leave me.... suddenly i felt so horrible.. why can't she give me a chance to repay the love she gave me? how can she do this do me...

aunt august called me.. but din tell me.. why? why only ask for mama number but din tell me.. why mama also dun tell me.. why do i have to find out when i reach home seeing mama not at home and only to realise that granny has left me.. why granny... i thought u suppose to wait for me to come out to work, then i can give u money like jie jie they all.. i can give u red-packet on ur bday.. i always wanted to do that.. why am i not given the chance?

granny, u are so bad.. u always give me money, red packet, regardless of new year, my bday or not, then why u dun wanna give me a chance to do the same to u...

now i hate my busy schedule.. always becoz of my busy schedule, i nv get to see u whenever u come to bishan.. but u are always so nice. u are the only who is so happy when i enter university, happy when i get scholarship... since u so happy abt all these, why dun u wait for me to wear my graduation hat and be happy for me as well?

why is it just so sudden!!! i regret not going offshore with mama and u last saturday.. if i did, i would still have seen u recently.. now my last memory of u, is the slight memory during my bday party.. why? why? why?

11 Nov

which is yesterday

i have a total of 4 friends born on this day, 3 of them are born in 1984, and 1 in 1985. I think this is a big big coincidence.. 4 ppl..

koon aik, kang wei, boyao, dominic.. HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY...

this month the month of nov is a month full of ppl birthday.. but i dun wanna flood my blog with it.. so happy birthday to the november babies..

inclusive of da ge, da jie, my qiq-baobei, alexander, alex, patrick, pei yun, chang pin, kai, roy, chink, delphine, erm.. etc etc.. i am too lazy to list all.. hope i din forget any important ppl in this case.. oh shit.. just realise that i forgot abt kwet keong's bday.. hope he will not be angry with me (libra)

last year i forgot abt weikiat-shyblush bday.. this year must try my best to remember.. heehee.. if not later shyblush angry with me..
who else is born in nov? i hope i din miss out too many coz i remember at least one person per day, so i should know at least 40 ppl born in nov, and close with at least 35 of them.. but i cannot remember al.. still got who still got who..

oh suchun and kim yoong... haha.. any more any more?

kokoro din die..

ya.. really.. but not becoz of XXX, but becoz of YYY..

but sometime 1 week also nv have chance to see YYY, while sometimes get to see YYY 2 of 3 times a week.. life is so funny..

shall not mention names.. things are under observation

Just a brief update

sorry for the short-and-sweet update coz i'm rushing to studying my SS test this friday where there are 7 chapter and i spent one whole afternoon and night and haven completed one chapter.. so just an extreme brief update here

i got A NEW PHONE!!

sony ericsson Z610i (go check its website)
i bought the blue one.. or actually my mama buy for me *happy*
from the website blue is not very nice and black is very classy
but when i went down to the shop, blue is nicer than black.. haha..
bought with my singtel plan(in case u dunno, i have a plan with M1 and a plan with singtel, oops.. this remind me of my overdue bill)

anyway, i have transfer mp3 in, coz it has a mp3 player in-built and also support mp3 ringtone..
my current ring tone is the world - by nightmare (from death note anime opening theme) with courtesy from shuhan and the message tone is kinki kid's solitude coz message tone is short, so it only play from "la la la.. " till "saigo no messageji"(i forgot the spelling) then suddenly stop..

kinda nice coz it sounds like this message is the last message.. haha..

that's all for the time being.. see all of u again after my SS test this friday..

hime hime~

hime is abit siao siao recently...
obviously mad with what-so-ever....

skipping lectures has been fun.. but semester is ending.. haha..
dunno anything from networking since after mid-term break.. so it is kinda "fun" challenge too to pick up every thing by myself.. *hee hee*

then there is this assignment 3 that is going to be release on next weekend, meaning week 12, and the submit by monday of study work.. *very challenging indeed* dun even know the language that we need to use in this assignment and i heard that we'll be briefly taught in week 12.. so this is the nice part about this module.. give u 10 days, learn a new language and code the program.. fun sia.

now waiting for the rest to join me in preparation of celebrating kim's bday...

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celebrate finish liao.. cake also finish liao... i think we very lihai sia.. 6ppl finish up a 8 inch cake.. but no lunch la.. heehee..

bought him a FX Creation wallet and a crystal jade fruit cake..
fruit cake really suits his healthy image.. bwhahahaha

got to prepare for later presentation. update later..