dun leave me

why someone so healthy on saturday can leave suddenly today without a sound...
why no one wanna tell me when they know the truth..
i dun wan things to be like that......

i have so much plan for the future.. when i work, i wanna bring her go everywhere... i wanna treat her better than anyone else do... she is the only grandparent*though foster) that love me on this world.. why does she has to leave me.... suddenly i felt so horrible.. why can't she give me a chance to repay the love she gave me? how can she do this do me...

aunt august called me.. but din tell me.. why? why only ask for mama number but din tell me.. why mama also dun tell me.. why do i have to find out when i reach home seeing mama not at home and only to realise that granny has left me.. why granny... i thought u suppose to wait for me to come out to work, then i can give u money like jie jie they all.. i can give u red-packet on ur bday.. i always wanted to do that.. why am i not given the chance?

granny, u are so bad.. u always give me money, red packet, regardless of new year, my bday or not, then why u dun wanna give me a chance to do the same to u...

now i hate my busy schedule.. always becoz of my busy schedule, i nv get to see u whenever u come to bishan.. but u are always so nice. u are the only who is so happy when i enter university, happy when i get scholarship... since u so happy abt all these, why dun u wait for me to wear my graduation hat and be happy for me as well?

why is it just so sudden!!! i regret not going offshore with mama and u last saturday.. if i did, i would still have seen u recently.. now my last memory of u, is the slight memory during my bday party.. why? why? why?