Everything is ok

today, i just send her off... for cremation.

skip a lesson to go, then rush back to school.. sometimes, things just go the wrong way. but death is suddenly a scary thing. No one remembers u forever, and life have to go on..

yan rebuke me, she say that it not forget, but just keep in the heart. i dunno..
behind every laughter today, there is a regret in my heart. should have went offshore with her and my mama last saturday. BIG BIG REGRET. but i cannot do anything liao.

During this period of time, i really wanna thanks liyan and *him*(cannot mention names, coz 'll or might get him in trouble). The two of you kept the secret for me and gave me courage during the period of time. i felt i wasn't alone. despite of the fact that you are busy, u still stood by me. Thanks to the both of you.

liyan, thanks for the hug, the messages, the calls and the concern. i really appreciate you coming over and see me regardless is before this sad news or after. inclusive of the day where u came over after i was so sad on previous day.

*him*, thanks for keeping this as a secret, helping me to "hide" loopholes and most of all, the extra work that you put in on behalf of me.