i just hung the call

from a friend's mum.

It is very scary...
but i cannot blog about it.
coz i dun wanna get sue...
ask me instead.

$$$$ =(

let x be the total amount i spent on cab from 4 feb to 11 feb
let y be the amount i paid for shinobi normal version.
x + y is enough for me to buy the shinobi premium version.

#%$@%$#%$@#@#$%#$%#%$%$#%$@#@#$%@#$%

waste so much money on cab...

sianz~

haiz

the sick me => a boring me => very lame me => poor(no $$) me => abit quiet me => (some ppl say) scary me => irritating me => badly wan back my poly time me =>

coz in poly when i sick, got ppl take care of me... haiz...

* some ppl will provide me with "medicine" of their own prescription, though most of the time i din eat.
* some ppl will provide me with neccessarity, from water to tissue to sweets to (at times) jackets
* some ppl will make a lot of crap jokes so that will make me feel better
* some ppl will everyday company me go drink delifrance clam chowder soup coz i say it is the only thing that i feel that have taste, though many of them actually hate that soup.
* some ppl will come over my house to company to sch, though it is not very in the way (e.g. live in serangoon/amk) area
etc etc etc

at times i think that they take care of me better that my mum does... that's why in poly, regardless how high my fever is, i will also drag myself to sch. coz i always recover very fast when ever i see these ppl..

anyway, poly time is like so "xin fu" lor...
not that not hen bu xin la... but how to compare leh..
sianzzzz

uni... no warmest...

sorry shufen, daphne and ky, i know u all treat me very well when i'm sick esp shufen constant sms of drink water, slp, etc etc.. and msg like take care, will help u take notes.. blah blah blah.. but poly is really like in my own country and uni is like in a foreign land... i think u all also understand right?

i wonder if all poly grad who went uni think in the same way as i do?
maybe not ba... only i haven grown up... =(

wat a horrible week

other than realise that there is so much for me to catch up in my work, i am running a high fever of 39 degree. Almost thought i'm going to die. Taste bud numb. Last night fight with the fever and now finally can sit up and type.
hai~
skip OS lecture again. This week has skip twice. Both due to illness. When will i full recover? Typing this has already make my hand and arms ache..

SO problems now? alot
1) sick
2) no money -> spend too much on cab this week due to illness
3) work piling up
4) tired -> need rest, but alot of work is piling up
5) hungry -> but...
6) feel very disgusting now
7) body aching -> whole body

my mum suspect that my illness is cause by the fear of the weird sound in my mp3 player... maybe ba~ but i really dunno.. haiz.. am i really that timid?

the sick day and the sick me

today, i really dun wanna go sch very very badly.

morning, when i woke up, really going to faint.
body ain't feeling very well.
the aircon is very warm, while the water heater water is very cold.
something is wrong with me. i know.
so i really dun wish to go to sch.
but i look at my timetable. 2 impt tutorials, 1 lab, 2 extreme impt lecture.
sian~... i drag my feets and drag myself to sch

"take a cab" my dad insisted.
but also i pay.. haiz..

in the end, took a cab to sch. the driver is very noisy. thanks to kanashimiBLUE for saving me. the mp3 ain't that bad afterall.

the lesson sux... but the tutor and lecturer were nice..
i told my tutor honestly that i din complete the tutorial when he ask me which qns i have problem with. he is very nice, and then never ask me to present any qns(ps: i did told him i'm sick)
then the lab.. go for awhile then go makan liao.. i think really cannot make it la.. my OS... it really sux big time..
lunch: or breakfast? meet daphne, shufen and patrick.
thanks to patrick, ky and i sort of understand the qns for lab 2 and thus do it at night.

science of music tutorial... i really cannot make it liao.. by then i was so sick that i actually fall aslp inside the class... anyway, even shufen say the teacher very mono-tone... to think she teaching abt tones.. haiz..

the 2 lectures are kinda getting my nerves.... coz too long ba~

night study in the lab, trying to do lab2. stuck, error, ask kind and sweet meimei to help us. problem immediately solve. cool~
then proceed to do tutorials.. i must be getting ky's nerves when i insist that i dun think "incl" is include.. haha..

went to meet kkg to go back together, only to realise their lecturer of the day is Mr Hugh Anderson. So the smart me definitely make good use of this chance and ask him lots and lots of qns, abt tutorial, abt lab. to think that i can't find him the whole day when i kept calling him and calling him... "de lai quan bu fei gong fu"

after the Q & A, it gets very late, so we went to take bus to go AH there to take cab back. while waiting for cab, 2 hungry gers and i saw the coffee-shop(coffee-house) opp and then i mention that the food is pretty nice since i ate before when i was working in AH. The 2 hungry gers immediately suggest to go over and eat.. haha.. i say till like they are some hungry ghost like that... LOL
the food was pretty good, but the bee hoon is not as good esp after the yummy beef hor fun. satisfied us then went home, and now i'm blogging after completing the tutorials.

in summary, if you notice, my life today seems only to be brighten after i met kkg ba... so i can't imagine if one day they disappear in my life like the "flash" i saw that day. could the "flash" be the cause of my illness? i dunno. sound scary.

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updates of my life

this semester is a weird sem for me...
dunno to say good or no good..
anyway, the sem is reaching mid-term break soon
thus i also start to panic.

i seem to put my focus on cs1102, though din do very well either.
my linear algebra, cs1231 and science of music are not on very good status.
however OS seems to be my main killer, though other modules sux too.
hmm..

as for ppl in my life, it is getting weirder and weirder, despite the list of ppl in my life increases, the list of ppl i dun wanna see also increases. haiz

but this is not the time to think abt this.
i have not read anything abt OS at all. lesson also !#@$#$#
then the other 3 modules... sux big time too. either i have no one that i know in the class, or it is a very tough module, or it is something that i not very keen abt it.
the only module that i pay attention to is a 5MC module, so no choice.
but whether i see my OS, i know my caps will definitely drop this sem and worse still, maybe i will fail it. OS really sux big time for me. though the teacher is very good... so i only have myself to blame for this. sian~

hate the festive season other than it help to save my fiancial problem. It really kills me by making me waste alot of time. Then now leh? i'm sick.. sian..
dehydrated and caught a cold.. so suai... where got idiot get cold in such a hot time... i think i really idiot lor..

i think i will never get a balance in life. i started this sem with the hope of being able to do my work and enjoy at the same time. but it seems to be no way for me liao.. haiz.. jiayou ba~ hime~