i'm a bad ger

mummy is sick and i still go to school to do 3214..
the situation is pretty bad..
so bad that she couldn't walk last night, couldn't get out from the bed.

i really wish to stay beside her. (T_T)
and today, i almost feel like dropping 3214 so that i can be beside her.. i feel so horrible...

i dun wan any regrets like i previously had with regards to god-grandma..

みやびちゃん～～しあわせん～

みんなさん：ごめんね～

昨日のポスト～～だめですね～　(T_T)

今日わ休みの日です！！でも　学校に行きました～～　>_<

seeing みやびちゃんの写真, abit envy envy~~

wish that i had the courage to go overseas for an exchange program..
i guess i dun.. and that's why i'm stuck in singapore..

while others look at how beautiful another part of the world is..
i seems to have stuck at where i am..
waiting for the end semester..
waiting for graduation/commencement
waiting to start work and earn money..

the route i choose: is it right? is it what i want? is it a simple life? ZzzZ

写真: my replacement of clorets.. yummy coffee sweet that has a nice aroma in the mouth..

P.S.: what i mean by blog like a RAY model is not to write in japanese, but is to try to include a picture as well as the ability to write abit of things each day.. writing in japanese is a try for me to improve my japanese language..

初めのポスト 「レイのモテル」

みんなさん：こんばんわ！！

初めてのレイのモデルのようなポスト～～
私は頑張ります～～
毎日毎日勉強と、つまないよ！！
すごく大変でした～　（T_T)

レイのモデル大好き。

今日、友達といしょにかえる時、いしょにkinki kidsの曲を聞いた。すごく嬉。

まゆ先生と、みやび先生、私のポスト如何？
日本語教えてください。　お願いします。　m(^_^)m

写真：今日食べてのチョコレート。美味しい！！

*special thanks to my boyfriend for helping me to change my settings so that i can type chinese and japanese w/o special software. ありがとう！！

*edited with mayu's help!! ありがとう！！

blog like a レイ model

from today onwards i'll try to blog like a ray model.. haha..
dun understand.. go read their blogs ba.. hehe..
from the next post onwards then i'll blog in that way
see ya

a busy working day

god damn netbean is super irritating.. if(false) print "abc" and it still print abc.. dunno what the problem.. today is 6 nov, also my da ge birthday!! happy happy birthday..
i'm so sorry that saturday i cannot attend the family celebration due to the stupid 3214.. sorry~~


this picture is a picture of teppanyaki.. a picture that i steal from miura aoi's blog.. *envy* 17 years old, earning her own money, using anna sui cosmetics, wear pretty clothes, eat good food and nv be fat.. i wish to be her!!
and me? 22 years old, using my daddy's money, go school w/o cosmetics, wear t-shirt and jeans to school, eat the canteen food and always fat!! (T_T)

i'm stuck with RAY forever!!

i read RAY on one un-expected buy with mayu and miyabi.. i remember we buy pinky at that time.. maybe din buy RAY.. but that was my 1st contact with japanese magazines..

and now..
i'm completely stucked...

when i 1st read it, the main reason was ayana..
i watch ayana acting in some tennis show.. follow by attack no one..
she is so sweet.. same age as me but already own a wedding gown boutique.. lihai!!

then i start to notice karina and started to watch her show..
the 1st show that i notice was "call me CA".. then she also acted in "tsubasa oreta no tenshitachi".. kirei!!

now i have a new love in RAY models!!

miura aoi!! born n 1990, 15 jan!!
so young!!
but she is so pretty, cute, sweet!!
at a height of 170cm, she is definitely a ger than i wanna be..

hehe.. RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY!!!