change

someone say i change alot~~ it is ok.. i like my changes..

i dun see anything wrong in taking more care in trying to be pretty... which ger doesn't want?

i'm also trying hard to lose pounds.. i dun see it as anything wrong~~
saving money by less food and more beauty products make me pretty, then happy, so why not?

some may not like my changes, but i still have supporter like daphne who thinks it is a nice change~ and what's most impt is i like it wat~

mayu ask if i dress for anyone to see... how i wish there is such a person.. but there is no such person near me.. the only person who will comment is probably daphne~~ the guys will only ask if i'm going out after lesson and i think they are getting used to it that they stop asking me and change to saying "new clothes"

i admit i am lazy in such stuff but i'm working on it~ eventually when i work, i still have to groom myself nice nice before heading for office or boss will think he employ a slacker~~

of coz, all these have certain sacrifice~ to make-up and style my hair before i go out, i had to wake up 1 and a half hour before i leave home. that's mean if the lesson is at 10am, and i meeting the rest for breakfast @ 9:30am, i have to wake up at 6:30am.

to avoid ugly eye bags, i had to take some beauty sleep~ this is at my own risk for studies~ but of coz i try my best but not always.. tuesday night is difficult to sleep.. some friday too~

not that i'm too free or bored or have too much time, but just wanna be prettier~
so trying hard, dun "pour cold water on me" k.....

P.S.: not that anyone has pour cold water on me yet.. but just worry that such a day will come.. btw, thanks steph for sharing ur beauty tips.. we must exchange often often.. and i din get disfigured using that new product, instead my skin improves =)