Good-bye lao lao gou

I recall myself close to old people becoz of my mum's Grand-aunt.

She is currently 98 or 99 years old. Died on 23 January 2011.

A old woman who is very kind and really loves me alot. It is all from the heart and i can feel. EVen though we were not blood related. (She happens to be from same village as my grandpa, since grandpa call her "aunt", then it goes on)

She is one who really be happy for me for every good things in my life. Scholarship, graduation, dating, marriage. I can see the happiness she display on the face, and i can feel it is so true.

While i was praying hard that she will over-come the 100 year-old milestone, she felt down. My prayers din work. It was a fatal fall.

This reminded me of my god-grandma's death which change my life cause i drop out of honors then. It was a hard, but right decision. I told myself that i will spend more time with my loved-ones rather than spending on my time trying to get a good result. Now, i fail to do so, work is all i thought i had, but i'm definitely wrong.

These few days i will be attending her wake/funeral to send her off her last journey. May she rest in peace.

After which, it is soul-searching time.