Tired

tml is convo but today i'm super tired.
Down with headache, abit of flu and swollen eyes.

wanting to go back soon. Pending for my user reply.

just reply.. what a good out-of-office reply.

haiz...

katakana + korean

it is so fun to know katakana.

becoz of ikoma lesson, my katakana started to pick up..

as a result, when mayu, shuhan and me go cash studio, we manage to sing korean songs.

becoz of katakana "subtitles"

haha..

bff - Patrick

no no.. not baby thia... is PATRICK CHUA BING LUN!!

this horrible guy.. how long have i not seen him???

but i was actually the one who 放他飞机 on the day that we suppose to meet.. sorry sorry.. coz must understand that i only have that evening to go and get my lovely camera from the PC show.... blah blah blah.. oops...

why BFF

can you believe that someone is so self-less? yes, self-less.. everything he do is for everyone else but rarely himself..

he is one who i can make alot of nuisance to him, bash him up, slap him, and we still declare each other friends forever.

when i'm unreasonable to him, it would be 10 or 100 times worse than i can be to anyone else. let's say watch movie, an example

P: watch movie?
J: i want watch the XXX (some show he not interested), coz no one wanna watch with me
P: OK. watch where?
J: erm.. dunno.. i lazy leh.. watch at J8 ba.
P: OK. what time slot?
J: abt noon ba.. you go book tickets before i come (obviously i stay nearer)
P: hao ba.. hao ba..
J: and buy popcorn, coke, nacho chips before hand
P: popcorn sweet de hao ma? (he eat sweet de)
J: NO.
P: half half? (half sweet, half salty)
J: NO.
P: one-third sweet, two-third salty?
J: no salty popcorn, no watch.
P: have wat.. and more lor..
J: if i eat one sweet popcorn, i'll kill you..
P: ...
J: how?
P: ok lor. salty popcorn, coke, nacho chips lor...
J: more cheese arh.. the nacho chips...
P: ok..
J: we share share the nacho chips but the cheese is all mine..
P: ok lor.....

i always win!! haha!! or i should say he always let me win.. and it feels really happy to have someone treat you like a princess and he always does so, even thorough i was far-to-become his girlfriend.

he always nv fail to introduce his friends to me.. what does this means to me? he is never ashamed of being with me as a friend. it really make me happy becoz at the time i know him was the last time i ever had no confidence in myself.

he treat my friends with respect. i still remember once he came to look for me when i was studying at tp with ... i think is doreen. then the three of us went together for dinner and while waiting for food, he make small talk with my friend. (obviously he wasn't hitting on her, so dun be silly) to me, a friend who respect your friend is really a good friend.

on my 21st birthday, he came to help me, slog like some animal to help me. from preparing food, bbq pit till the final cooking, he is really my best helper the whole night (i would say). came and stay overnight with us the day before worrying that the gers are alone. even i was so rude to him when he came and told him so late might as well dun come, he still stay and help me and nv grumble about it and nv even mention to me how much he help in my so and so event.

one very impt thing that i need to mention him. In one event when ppl accused me of doing something i din, and the ppl ask him why he so "protective" of me, he say he believe that i din do that coz he knows i will not (T_T)....

he will always help me when i need him no matter big or small problem. i was in school and forgot my thumb drive, he was at home coz that time we were different class... and for those who know his house is nearer to school than mine. i called him and he was sleeping

J: ne~ wake up. i need help.
P: ??
J: i forgot my thumb-drive, go my house and get for me leh
P: orh.. OK
J: don't sleep liao la.. my mum will not know what is thumb drive so you go in my room, the thumb drive is plug to my laptop.
P: ok..
J: quick la.. then faster pass to me ASAP... erm.. 12NOON!!
P: orh..

in the above case, his lesson start about 3pm i think and it was 10:30am when i called him.. POOR THING~~ m(T_T)m

me and HIM

1. he is the one of the two guys friends who always know when i'm having PMS w/o fail.
2. my mum's favorite guy friend of mine.
3. we learn para para together from chongkai and became some center-of-attraction in Plaza Singapura.
4. he never fail to give me discount when i go to his baito shop and even his colleagues and friends recognise me and give me the same type of discount.
5. i always like to nag at him, and he will listen and explain. but when he nag at me, i will nag harder at him..
6. poly some ppl say he is like my slave but i nv think in this way. (even my mum scold me say i treat him like slave)
7. he is the one guy friend i have who shops with me and even help me to choose clothes that will compliment and flatter me becoz there is this new cute guy in school.. (haha)
8. he is the best customer service officer i ever met in my life.
9. he is the most filial and homely guy i ever know in my life.
10. once, i cried on his shoulder till his whole sleeve is wet.. i had a good laugh after that

words to him

i know you know what you want, but you are just too indecisive in your life. if found the girl, just snatch. don't care what ppl say, coz happiness is yours. go study like what you wanted. since IT is not yours, i will take away your share for you. go into business. that's what you want and what you will really excel.

friends for 6 years, from the time we ran after the last train(not our last train, but ck's) till now we haven seen each other since the last time i reported to you about a new bf and you gave me the omiyage from taiwan. gotta meet up soon before one day you forgotten about me and carry on with your life.

i thank you for being my (slave) friend. and that you never fail to trust me even when the world turn its back ard me. this is what i understand from you. even when everyone(e gers) said that i wasn't suppose to be believed, you stood by my side. i really appreciated.

thanks for being "liyan" in my poly life. but it turn out that you are not "liyan" but amazing another impt character in my life. someone who listens to who i like or dislike, love or hate. never told another person abt my secret, and even try to help create chances for me to be with the guy i like.. how can i ever find another guy friend like you again?

thanks mr lun-zi.. dunno if you get to read this post, but what is impt is my appreciation for you, and your endless friendship for me.

Japanese Women

following my post about the woman who i saw at the bus-stop, i realised that apart from gorgeous guys, i'm attracted to look at gorgeous woman (maybe i wish to be like them).

There are alot in Japan that i really love. Love to have some parts of them, but not all. Maybe is not the real them, but the working them (in dorama, movie or magazine).
but they are so cool. and lovely.

The list below is in random order.. no particular meaning

1. 関めぐみ(Seki Megumi) in ライフ (LIFE)
Talking about this character, i would say is her kakuii-ness... the way she heck care etc. i was watching this show using a super lousy online method and the screen is so distorted. but she is just so pretty. i haven saw her in any other dorama or movie or magazine so i cannot judge much yet. waiting to see any other of her 作品。
P.S. born on the same day as KKG

2. 酒井彩名 (Sakai Ayana) from レイ　（RAY) magazine
i have seen her 1st in エースをねらえ! (Ace wo nerae), a tennis dorama. her character midorikawa ranko is a tennis killer... i would say she can kill with a tennis ball and racket, and everyone who watch the show will argee with me. in the drama, the way she love her coach aka her step-brother is so erm.. no comments.. but i was so suprised to see ayana in ray magazine coz she is so cute!!! i thought of her as a cool character until i saw her blog. her lovely and cute character hide the fact that she is a owner of a wedding boutique with many branches in japan despite that she is the same age as me. i wish i was half as great as them, and not someone who stuck in my life. the announcement that she is marrying L'Arc-en-Ciel's Tetsu is a big surprise. tetsu is 16 years older than her!! but i guess it is too common a situation in japan. it is probably becoz of her that i read ray magazine

*** still more to go but i lazy to continue ********

lady

there is this lady who i always saw at the bus-stop whenever i'm late for work.

she is someone who i just can't take my eyes of her. to think that i'm a lady too.

we always take the same bus and sometime alight at the same bus stop(my bus-transfer, her destination)

seen her a total of 3 times. (i think)

i think i will nv get to see someone so pretty again.

everything abt her is gorgeous. how to say..... i think is her aura... yup.. aura... a kind of aura that i cannot resist and keep looking at her..

she is not the elegant type.. more of a korean woman kind of feeling, yet not the normal one. once i thought that she look like xi-zhen in "jin san shun" but on 2nd look, that's not true. she has the X-factor. i dunno what to say.

anyway, if you see her, you will know what i mean.

P.S. i still prefer seki megumi from [Life] than her.

BFF - Liyan

a long friendship. exactly 10 years in 2 Jan 2008.
but it is not the length that matter.. (i do have friends of 16 years, 19 years).

why BFF?

accepts the unreasonable me. everyone has a time that is unreasonable.

ppl who are angry with you at that time and forgets it later are friends.
ppl who angry with you at that time and terminate the friendship afterwards are gomi(thrash).

liyan does not falls in any of this category, but a special one. Different from patrick (my best friend no.2), the way she accepts it is amazing. stands in my point of view, understand how i feel, take my nonsense, and always listen to what i say. She never ask me to put myself in others shoes coz she understand that 我在气头上。

Sometime i wonder if we have a one-way telepathy. Coz she always know when i'm sad, stress, angry etc.. the changing eye doraemon is something that to remind me of the telepathy.

she never say "everyone is also ..... ", though we know that it is fact (like everyone is also stressed, everyone is also ....) and i say that to ppl often too.

She automatically knows when i need her, without needing me to tell her and will always come, even though she dunno if i welcome her (but i know i'll always welcome her)

She is truly happy for me when happy things happen to me. This i know. and i know that not much people are able to attain this.

She accepts my fickle minded since when we were young and listens to my love stories without saying "AGAIN"~~ For all the guys that she knows i like, she never comment anything good or bad about them.

She never say anything bad about any of my friends, classmate, family etc.

She never throw me any cold shoulder despite that i may get very engrossed in something such that i forget everyone's existence.

She always return my missed call　(even it may be nothing impt)

me AND her

1. we fought. as per what i remember when we were young. shall no mention content. but as we are both civilized people, we fought with words and not action.
2. we belongs to a group name 城人杂志。 now nameless
3. our group have change members before. Only liyan, me, yan hao and peiyun are from the original 1st group. Chang Pin is the additional new born baby to our big family. We lost 2 guys before the new born baby.
4. in sec 1 and sec 2, i used to call her everyday.
5. we once went to a fire-station thinking that it is a museum. and on the same day, we lost our way and went to ROM.
6. we have different eating habits. i eat super-spicy, but she eat either mild or nothing. i like vinegar but she don't. i drink soya-milk, but she doesn't. YET we go out for meals often.
7. we know each other family members since secondary school.
8. we beat (i think) chang pin and pei yun in a game or arcade basketball.
9. our group last time favorite activity is bowling.
10. we (i think） never watch a movie together before.
11. she is the 1st person, to know of my current relationship.
12. She can recognized my family members when she see them elsewhere.

words to her

Don't feel too shocked to see this post and don't call me to scold or anything like that. Sometimes it is so amazing that after one big round we meet back together at NUS even after some separation in between. but it was probably the separation that make our friendship stronger. maybe separation is a strong word.

you are always the 1st person who i share my happiness becoz i know that you never fail to be happy for me. i'm really blessed to have you as my BFF and i really can imagine us talking about kids or house etc 10 or 20 years later.

thanks for sharing about the importance of investment and insurance despite that you dunno if i will reject it. you make me know the importance of making my money grow and secure my future. you are always there for discussion, be it a happy or sad issue, or money matters.

thanks liyan. we know we have completed 10 years friendship, and we are looking forward to the next 10 years. BYE BYE~~ (dunno how to end it)