sianzz

haven seen baby for the weekend, which means he owe me my fish & co lunch~
not that i have cravings for it~ but on 16 Aug, he promise to bring me to fish & co the following weekend, and it has been delay twice.. and tml is sept liao..

sianzz.. this part makes me dun like the 7th month alot~

friday i fell down~ i think i freaking dumb man~ was holding food and my bag and then i fell.. the cab driver saw me and came down to see if i'm ok, but he din helped me.. T_T

blood started flowing non-stop and is damn disgusting looking now. i had no choice but gonna be buddies with pants for the next few days, till either the scar recovers, or till it is not so disgusting..

last night, i encounter the 1st insomnia of my life. really weird one. i watch drama and fall aslp.. then woke up, switch the lappy off to go slp. then couldn't sleep.. woke up, watch drama and fall aslp again, then woke up, switch the lappy off then slp, then couldn't sleep .......then...

it repeated a few times until 5am++..zzZZzz i should have just leave the lappy on and continue sleeping~~ dumb me~

i felt abit uncomfortable when ppl thinks that i'm not serious enough and that i'm just pure cranky. This makes me feel like an empty vessel just because i make noise. But it does not means that i'm dumb and idiot. Option between cry and laugh, why not choose laugh. Option between happiness and anger, why not happiness. Unless to the max of anger or sadness, i choose to smile and laugh. Coz i believe if u r unhappy, u may affect others around you. and i do not wish that they are unhappy, so i smile/laugh.

Since i'm not pretty, i'm not a bimbo.
Since i'm not beautiful, i'm not a vase.
So if i'm empty vessel, it makes me nothing.

i'm affected. but not hurt, upset or anything negative.

celebrating desmond bday!

可愛いでしょう？　そのカキ～

this dezumondo-san give me a hard-time by not snacking, dun like cake etc etc etc...

ended up, we bought cedele's carrot cake for him.. and put his signature smiley

\(^o^)/

his birthday was on thursday and he actually came to work... bee heng is so lucky sia~

so we got him a cake and celebrate!! =)



誕生日おめでとうございます！　何時もありがとう！！

Anger

i realise that i'm no good at being angry with someone...
was really really angry yesterday, that i block the person from msn and completely ignore the person.

however, today i manage to keep my anger till lunch only. Probably becoz the 6 of us are too fun such that i cannot bring myself to show a angry face during the lunch, or probably becoz my anger has cool down..

Luckily today he din add oil to the fire..

one's concern may be another's poison.

thus, i should consider showing lesser concern to some ppl...

what i get in return of a little concern is a big lump of anger. this is definitely not worth it. i shall learn to be stingy.. maybe to another, it is just kpo-ing.. i must learn to draw the line..\

P.S.: bet, is a different person from what i complain to u yesterday. That complain is not closed yet. Coz is an anger that can tell no one. An anger that cannot even show.

暴风雨前的平静

怖いです。

this week is a calm and peaceful week... but it is only for the start of the week... not true later... when the equipments comes...

end of this week, i will transform from a apps consultant to a warehouse inventory stock-taker, box-collecting auntie, chef, party-planner etc...

after-all i'm part time maria in my office...

the nick-names are gettting more~~

from maria -> ah mah -> lao mah -> barney -> purple

「姫」だめですか。　「姫」成りたい！！　T_T

i find that 3 meals are super impt when u work.

Not that it gives u energy, but it make u look forward..

like when i do not wan go work, i look fwd to the breakfast..

then i look fwd to lunch.. then dinner...

luckily weight has been dropping rather than increasing~ thanks to ボスダイヤト。

泣きたい時、何故一人ですか。　悲しみ！！

金曜日の夜

today supposingly meet miya after work for beer~

but ended up finish working after 12 midnight and i had to abort the idea...

but guess what...

i just woke up from the effect of alcohol...

coz jade/jay (quick decide ur screen name!) and i drank the red wine in office..

she drank a cup, and i almost finish the whole bottle..

紀さん　came, and drank abit..

now i super sleepy... though really feel like watching dorama... =(

anyway tml is probably gg back to work... wan finish the last part of changes by monday... ganbatte!!!

i think i shall have a dorama marathon on sunday to finish up 大和撫子

if not vincent maybe will start nagging liao.. hahahaha...

sleep or dorama now?

Chill Out~

Chilling needs good company and good location. Last night i went for a drink

with no-p-trio @ marina mandarin lounge..

i was late, but better than never..

the drink wasn't that great... i prefered those that kim yoong made at piano

bar~

but well, the feeling was good and relax..

it was fun~

this has always been something that i wanted to do while watching HK drama when

young. after work, chill over a cup of wine or martini with colleagues and talk

crap and gossip...

i'm not the clubbing type~ so pubbing or chilling is best for me`

after that, went for supper @ the open-air space beside DXO (diff ppl though).

i realise that eggs and hokkien mee is a no-no for night supper.. immediate

weight gain of 100g this morning!! (T_T)

dinner today is too heavy too~ ate saba fish~ abit too oily~

looking fwd to tml breakfast!! zhen zhen porridge!! *drools* today must watch lesser dramas!! haha~