count down 17 days to my heaven

finally finish integration despite of a bug inside..

i hate the feeling of being useless.. it really sux.. but i guess i need to get used to it..

anyway, i just hope that the bug will not cause any big problem for us, as well as no more re-doing.. i am sick of it...

despite that nice yc had offer to debug for me, but i dun really know what's the bug, and i believe he is also busy with his work, so i dun dare to ask him. anyway, i hope that i can be like him during next sem...

then abt the breaking down.. daphne and shufen, thanks and sorry.. i'm really happy that u can understand why i mean and how i feel.. esp that daphne also had such feelings.. sorry to make u guys stuck at the stinky toilet with me for so long.. i think i am ok liao.. 17 more days and i will be back to normal..

today is a days with too much mixed feeling
embarressment + happy + sad + depress + joy + anger + ..... countless of feelings..
dun talk to me abt the cookies anymore.. it is getting on my nerves..

as for kkg, i have been trying my best to not show any of my stress infront of u to prevent any arguments coz i really dun like that.. so please dun blame me liao.. i already trying my best. (ps: in case we really ended up with any arguments, pls dun say that i ... nvm..)

anyway, my eyes is still very pain from the afternoon incident..

i think i becoming more and more ah lian liao...

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phew~ i feel so much better..

at times, i wonder if i have too many tomodachi that i am taking some for granted, or am i too nice to some that they take me for granted? which ways sounds more logical? both ba i think.. coz at least i know that i have been taking liyan for granted... but since poly, many ppl take me for granted, and i din expected it to extend till uni.. and ...... haiz.. anyway, i must really try not to take anyone for granted, coz it really feel horrible...

daphne and i came out with one conclusion last week. LEOS is usually a taker and not a giver, but when a LEO give u, appreciate ba, coz u really mean something to them. but it does not means anything special..

ps: from yesterday ps, i kept looking at the back and ask if he is the one, and realise that he shouldn't be.. i think i am really only attracted by the age ba.. haha. there is only 2 zoodiac that i like.. secret~