a bad day from 12midnight till 10am

now is 10:21am, i suppose to have networking lesson but i din go. This is becoz of several reasons. 1st, let me say abt the bad thingy

12midnight: headache, rushing through my maths notes, cannot understand at all the application of taylor series

1am: maths tutorial time, more headache, abit giddy, stuck @ qns 5a for quite some time

2am: still maths tutorial, feel like vomiting, cannot figure out how to do qns 6. everyone left msn to sleep.. i feel tired. eyes pain. shufen have send me the file for project, needs editing on domain diagram. too tired.

2:30am: battery fully charge, hiberate my com to take out the battery. halfway through hiberation, my com got illegal shutdon due to the loose wire. *panic* turn-on com. no big problem. but com starts to be abit slack. mozilla firefox bookmarks were all lost!! *extreme panic*. Then i start to add bookmarks in, but failed to do so.. something is wrong and i dunno wat.

7:30am: woke up, make a final decision on not going networking lecture. plan to stay at home finish up the domain modelling and do some readings. went back for another short nap

9am: start my pc. sms shufen abt the mozilla and not going networking, she replied and i called her. she suggest i uninstall and install it again. edit domain diagram while waiting for download. Uninstall and install => Problems still there.

10am: decide to defrag my com. did all that i can do. coz it was acting slightly better than my obasan only.. why my com go haywire? sian..

10:30am: current time, finish defraging and reinstall mozilla firefox. no help at all. still cannot add bookmarks... planning to uninstall it and use IE forever.

10:34am: current time, suppose to be doing my CS3234 tutorial since i haven complete it but then cannot do means cannot do.. i no longer have energy, stamina and the ability. no other feelings now except tired and sad... going into slight depression.

10:36am: current time, using my HP com to type all these things. kinda sad to see a less than one month old baby(IBM com) working just slightly better than a 4 years old(HP com).. i think i really going mad.. what time shall i leave home for sch?

10:37am: last week msn got problem. this week mozilla firefox have problem.. what abt next week?

10:39am: my giddness is acting up. but later got tutorial, need to go and need to finish up the tutorial. i feel like crying now.. life suddenly abit sux.. can't i just have a free day to rest properly? i think i really work very hard liao...

10:40am: talking to my sis via msn.. i think my stress level is increasing with a concave up curve.. i cannot take it liao..

10:41am: needs to pack bag to sch.. brb

11:03am: haven bathe and haven pack bag, was moving bookmarks, or i should now call favourites now.. moving frm one IE to another.. Now uninstalling mozilla...

11:06am: finish packing bag, i simply dump 4 modules related stuff into my bag coz i simply cannot figure out which one i wanna do later.. my bag is freaking heavy for the day...

11:07am: i think i better go bathe to get ready to go sch.. no mood for my make-up today.. so maybe all shall see ghost later... taxi fare is really ex sia.. i dun understand why i am in computing and i sux so much in hardware and networking and etc etc. i just dun feel that i am a computing student..

11:21am: finish showering.. itwas since so long then i shower so fast.. kept vomiting in the toilet, but there was nothing in my stomach.. all that i vomit was acid from stomach.. a sign of stress level increase...

11:22am: dun dare to go sch, din know that sch is something so scary to me.. i have friends waiting for me in sch and i am still like that.. how am i going to survive during my last 2 sems when no one is ard liao? (T_T)

11:23am: my tear keep flowing and i dunno why.. while i think is my computer problem that is making me like that, i cannot push all the blame to it either.. if u know me well.. u will know that my computer problems will lead me to a horrible stage.. i feel like a otaku...

11:24am: my skin look horrible.... and my hair is looking like some grass..

11:29am: leaving home now.. pls give me a good day..