Random Messy Life

第一　（だいいち）

playing mafia has become an addiction in my life. hime is one that dun suit to have an addiction as she will forget abt everything in her life. but this time round, baby thia play mafia with hime!! super-inflluence him!! LOL.. he is a better player, but hime is richer!! haha

now my life become work -> mafia -> sleep -> mafia -> work -> mafia -> sleep -> ...

第二　（だいに）

weekend is better.
e.g. life in weekend : gym -> mafia -> mahjong -> mafia -> mahjong -> mafia -> sleep

i think mafia is a good way to lose weight.

第三　（だいさん）

was sobbing last night to baby thia that i dun understand why ppl who i sincerely like and treated as good friends have to discard me at the end of the usage. i felt like a bottle holding the milk.

When we 1st buy milk, it comes in a bottle and it is impt to us. we need the bottle to hold the milk. But when we are finishing the milk, at the very last 200ml that we pour into a glass, we will throw away the bottle, even though the milk has not drank finish. but it fulfil the purpose of it existence.

And for a few times, i was thrown away when the last 200ml is pour out to the glass. I felt horrible even such cases happen long ago. Maybe deep in my heart, i do treasure such friends and i'm really upset by this situation. It may be my fault. but i don't see why they have to treat me in this way.

pershaps we are friends-in-name. That's why

第四　（だいよん）

mayu's departure was a case of mix feelings. While i was really happy that she is gging to pursue something, i was pretty sad that she will be away for 2 years. can't help missing her right after she walk into the departure hall. Try very hard to stay calm and happy when she is around, but almost break into tears when her back is no longer in sight.

to me, mayu, miyabi, suchun are NOT MY FRIENDS.

i felt that their existence are more like family.
it is a different case as compare to liyan. Liyan is friend, is best friend, is BFF.
the other 3 are not so.
it is not as if that i have never had unhappy arguements with them.
i fought (verbally) with mayu, miyabi and sometimes (but seldom) suchun.
even it could be an ugly fight, but we will eventually still keep in contact and love each other. pershaps this is what i mean by family?

*the above are just what i think, may not be mutually*

第五　（だいご）

work is getting better. candice's operation wasn't at a horrid time. Glad that it is successful and she should be back soon. i badly need some company in the office before i go cranky. There are some noise around and probably some virus. Many ppl in the office started to cough since ard march. I'm kinda afraid to catch any virus at this moment as if candice is not around, i can't afford to be absent either.

第六　（だいろく）

march was a busy month to my pockets. and it got so busy that i think there is a hole. this month i'll be trying hard to mend the hole despite my "sewing" skills are not too good.
redeem vouchers for usage. this is one of the ways to make the hold smaller.

第七　（だいしち）

missing liyan. the last time i have seen her should be during gym time. i couldn't imagine we have not meet so long and that i probably have met shuhan twice. i failed to be her bessie~ *kneel & bow* hopefully the coming meeting will not be disrupted by any event.

第八　（だいはち）

Weight matters. yes, finally it went back to normal. after the sudden drop of 1 kg and sudden increase of 2 kg, it finally went back to where it is suppose to be. now what i need is to bring it down by many many kg. but the chocolate temptation make me crazy and i don't understand why am i always hungry. haiz~ want to eat, yet want to lose weight. *contradiction*

第九　（だいきゅう）

hime have tons of sleeping debts. and i really dunno how to pay. horrible. trying hard to sleep early but will always find excuses. regardless of dorama or games, all will create sleeping debts. haiz. how long do i take to repay?

第十　（だいじゅう）

all the chinese characters are not chinese characters but japanese kanji.