Good not to be alone.

I was pretty stressed (by myself) and i broke down last night. i wun say that no one is responsible, but neither shall i point fingers. The cup is full and someone did add that last few drops to make it overflow.

After a post on the FB, i really thank B who apps me and X who spoke to me online. I cried even harder while msging them, but i felt so much better after it. It was like a total release.

This morning, i spoke to D & J abt it, and they also make me felt that i wasn't alone. The "our Jasmine" works very well.

Thankfully, such ppl presence make my awful life better. And thanks yan & mayu for the overseas support.

It is good to know my own limits. But it is really awful to know that my limits are way lower than what i expected. I probably don't suit this line coz i'm nt guru in any of the language. Sometime ago, someone told me that i was Jack of all trades. On first thought, i thought he mean that i know abit of everything. After second thought, i recall "Jack of all trades, Master of None". I felt awful after that.

How many of you felt happy after a promotion? I remember that i was very happy that day when i received the notification. But now, i dun feel happy. Coz i think i dun deserve it. Coz ppl who are better are of a lower salary grade, coz i'm nothing but Jack. In summary, i feel i sux.

Baby, if you ever read this, please dun ask me why i din talk to you about it. It is something that i dun wanna share with you coz i dun wanna affect you. Next time, if i come home with red eyes, just let me cry all i want. I will be fine after that.

Lastly, thank Aunt & SIL for the concern.

P.S.: A very nice person bought this for me this morning. It help to start my day with a smile.