Post KTV Effects

It is not usual for me to write at such a time, not that i have good habits, but since attachment, i realise that if i dun sleep by 12, i will be extremely tired when i reach office the next day. However, i have just reach home, just bathe, and currently eating a bowl of stir-fry vege that i promise my poor mother that i will eat when i return back. Sorry mum, i am struggling to eat now.

Went KTV with my D4 classmates. D4 is the class that i'm in during year 1 and 2 of my poly studies. Sing and sing, till now my throat hurts. Worse still, drank "low-quality" red wine, cold honey lemon, and when thirsty, "steal" coke from my best friend. And the effect? Puking at the place i alight, puking at home. Even now, i feel "disgusted".

That's why some how i feel that i deserve it when my best friend laugh at my disgusting state in the cab. I knew better than anyone that when i drink red wine when i'm sick, this will be the effect, yet i still do it. Stupid me.

Maybe it is wrong decision to go to out today since i'm sick at the 1st place. But then, as we were going separate way soon, guys mainly army, gers work or further study, i understand how precious each gathering is. And i really treasure. So thanks to that john who "completely" cover my voice during the KTV just now. Thanks coz he ask me out, as there is less chances that i can still go out with D4 when i am in a different path from them now and worse still, there is no 'D4' who is in the same class as me when we spilt our route during year 3. Somehow this make me feel insecured, coz when everyone is together, i somehow feel alone. hai~ childish me. But how can u blame a person when 2 out of her 3 best friend happen to be in this class (liyan, thanks for not being in NYP). argh.... i also dunno la..

i better stop before i turn up to become like best friend "P" => mr nagging.. hahahaha

*just to add on: i wasn't lonely in the new class, coz got new good friends~~ and "shyblush" for me to bully!!
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